Yes, Sisu. I recognize that some people have it worse than me. There will always be someone whose situation is far worse than whatever I am dealing with. And I suppose that given your first hand knowledge of how bad it can be makes me seem like a petty, selfish person. Yep that's me. Just a terrible person for expressing disappointment for something I had planned for, worked for, and really needed, not turning out the way I wanted. Whatever.
I genuinely hope life turns out for that kid. Sorry for troubling you with my sucky life.