me? i never pick my nose    
I don't understand you at all b_j.  You appear to be a miserable son of a bitch, living a unsatisfactory life.  In your case, suicide might ease the pain for all concerned.   
  
don't delude yourself. few really dig your continuous drivel. there is a simple reason for that: who would want to accept your demeaning reality where everyone is a 'shit eating fucker' or somesuch. although you may think my life is unsatisfactory, we  know your reality is not enviable. the content of your posts is a testimony to that. 
  
so snoboy, are you amused yet