Defeatist thinking!
You start where you're at, and if you are so driven, well then drive!
Do you have a goal in climbing? Let's here it, and WE'LL judge if it's possible!
(No seriously, do you have a goal? Climbing can be super-fun, even with goals in mind!)
My goal is to lead 5.11 trad. My immediate goal is to reach 5.10c by next summer.