HOLY FUCKING SHIT I sobbbed while I read this for alot of reasons. If not for the grace of god. I spent alot of my climbing over estimating myslef. I have spent the last year realizing all I don't know. Climbing is not a gift for me. I struggle to learn. It is one of lifes truest lesons to LOVE that wich I am not gifted at. perhaps I am an over casious climber. maybe I could push and climbe harder do more. But no matter how much I love to climb for myself, My children and their need for a mother is ALWAYS at the back of my mind. and just now having read that, I am very very glad.
I wish amber well and hope she makes a ful recovery.