perfectly normal. most people can tr climbs that are quite a bit more difficult than they'll lead ... and yeah; for the most part it is a mental game. it just depends how much you want it, how smart you can be about it (which can just come with experience), and how much "risk" (i.e., of falling) you're willing to take. don't beat yourself up about it like i do. just have fun and go get 'em, girl!