I'm telling you dude, your inexplicable response to the experience (not the beauty of the pitch) is explained this way (whether you understand this on some conscious level or not): when you're climbing a wall without bolts, you feel scared, wild, independent, rugged, maybe like a pioneer, like a mountain man, like a warrior. When you clip bolts, you feel like a pussified city boy, and there is visual evidence to suggest you're not far from civilization, and that depresses you.
Our session is over. Get off mny couch. Oh...and that'll be $50 please.
You are telling me that you understand my subconscious better than I do?
Hmm, I doubt it.
You can't even figure out that I am a woman.
And I am from Montana, and I have lived outside of civilization.
Take your 50 bucks and buy yourself a clue.