exact same thing happened to me on diedre. my first leading experience. it was the middle of winter and it was full of mud and i couldn't get shit in. i was climbing near full pitches with 3 shitty nuts in. i was shaking like a motherfucker. then, the exit moves on my next lead was slab covered in water which was rather fightening. the whole time i jsut wanted to be done, but by the time i got back to the car, i couldn't wait for tomorrow.