If you find the job to be 'suck ass', it may be at least partly your own fault for agreeing to do so.I find it useful to remember,and try to live by,the great motto of Ken Kesey: "Kiss(ie.,suck)no ass."If you want to do more climbing,there's a way to do it.Take responsibility for your own life,find that way,keep going and never look back.No whining,no complaining;no fault, no blame.
Here are a few more to stoke the fires:
"One who does not make his own way,can never approach creation."
-Harry Roberts,Yurok elder
"He that makes himself dirt is trod on by swine."
-Chinese proverb
"A man who would not be the slave of others must be the master of himself."
-Wendell Berry
"Personal integrity makes Jackrabbit slap Bear."
-my little sister(I'm not kidding)
Good luck and give 'er hell--see you in the mountains.