how come its only exChristians who become Satanists, I mean really, its like "I don't identify with your dogma but I am too lame to think for myself so I will take all the negative stuff from it and pretend it is really cool whereas I am just an unimaginative adolescent rebel. By the way this death metal is soooo cool. My mom just doesnt understand me. She refuses to wash my Slayer T shirt. I'll show her, I will wear her makeup"